Dying To Be Thin

Every second of it, I love how it makes my insides feel. It's like, the feeling that your succeeding...your getting smaller. It's one more step towards PERFECTION. To be the perfect size, the perfect body. Hip bones and ribs that are beautiful. I bp'd today, only because i had to eat with the family. It felt great. I'm fasting till halloween. My goal is to be 90 here pretty soon.....I can't wait to be thin. How are you loves doing? Stay strong. I'm here for any of you. If you ever need anything, you can talk to me :] I'd love it if you guys did the same! It's very hard for me, I don't like going through this alone :[

Well, I have no friends on here yet....I hope that changes. I can't believe how much of a fatass I am!!!!!!! I need somebody to talk to through all this, somebody else who is going through the same thing. My parents don't understand me...it's so hard. I can't wait till i'm 90 pounds. Oh....and my puppy ripped up the carpet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!